Some feelings are never meant to be spoken. They live behind the eyes, between fear and hope, where loving someone means staying invisible. Everything feels so complicated. Every time I see your eyes — your smile, your joy. It hurts that I’m not there, not somewhere close to the life you simply live. Every time I see you, each day more than the last, I feel the pain growing — fear, a quiet terror inside me. But the moment I see you, your emotions, your face, everything becomes calm, soft, and strangely warm. All of this exists only in my head. You just live, not noticing anything special. For you, everything is ordinary, everything is gray. But next to you, my world turns magical, bright, unreal, almost too full of light. You’re not the first person I’ve loved. But you’re the one I want to love me back. That’s all I want. And every time I understand more clearly — it’s impossible. So I keep living, carrying the pain quietly. Your eyes are so wide, yet even in them I hide everything I feel for you. Loving you endlessly, I showed nothing at all. I became a shadow — just a shadow, dark and unnoticed. All I want is to become a little lighter. When I see you, my mind fills with light. But in reality, I turn into a dark mass with a bright core inside. That core is buried beneath my fears. And your heart melts them away every day, every hour.